failure

this time i know im gonna fail all the subjects, for the first time. i don't understand why is this happening laaa i studied what my lecturers asked me to, so hard. but not a single shit has came out as what they mentioned. venus lim im gonna give up all my ccb hopes on you.

ccb resit ccb

yes i gained weight i know about this
i just wanna eat all i can before leaving for adelaide!!

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ai ni!

 

 

愛してる

KFC读书记

just nao..................

REVISION TIME!!

 ong jia yi i wish you super good luck k please do well in your resit don't waste my colourful notes disappoint luo quan and some people who put high hope on you la! it's cyclic menu not circulation and it's popularity not population!!! but he very panai lor just nao 默写 he managed to write down most of the points! im gonna ask him all over again tomorrow morning before his exam if he dare to forget or never put effort to memorise all important notes, w.e.l.l.d.o.n.e :)

2 more things, go wash hands and stop touching me. LOL!

ini orang celaka punya tapi cute sikit~

venus lim is preparing for the examsssss as well.. please don't fail any subject k so sia suey nus nus i know you can do it please please study harder!!!

#16

从实招来你有没有想念我!!

上一次男朋友走的时候 下一次看到他就是3个月后的事

这一次 我就要这样离开我的家人学校朋友了

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时间过得好快哦

好想

i had fun.

 :)

idp lady said if everything goes well my visa should be granted in approx 1 week, GUESS WHAT!!?

i won't be this lucky forever ryte?

d,

[X]go IDP 

[X]medical check up

[X]check progress of my visa application

[X]check e mail

[don't bother]reply e mail

[ ]call maverick's mum-air ticket

[ahhh suffer!!]practice BOR2 reservation and check in =X

[ ]study

[praying hard first]see ms kit

[ ]buy winter clothing

[ ]papa's office work

i swear i'm gonna miss my dad very much. yes he is super demanding like me he wants everything to be done as expected he thinks microsoft work for him one he says nothing is impossible when he asked me to do computer work for him he always gives me a call right after my class/7pm sharp to ensure i am safe and wants me go back home. he stops me from drinking smoking dating with other guys get into a relationship meeting up with friends go back late. it's super irritating when he wanted me to help him do editing and printing job, he doesn't know computer at all so he expects me to do everything and wants it to come out preetty well done you know what it takes forever to do his things in order to meet his satisfaction. i always suspect he has an affair with gok gok gai when mom told me he spent too much in china and he always go there la yor.
突然间脑袋空白.im sorry for not being an obedient daughter. and yes i always lie to you, like 24/7.

but i didn't realize yuan lai i love him so much wuwuwu T.T

life has never been easy?

i have been acting stupid innocent naive since all the while as i believed this is the only way for me to survive so fuck-ed-up-ly. yes my mind is about what i want to do what i want to have what i want to achieve, it's all about what-i-want. i always-only want to be a normal student, i don't like standing in front of a whole bunch of people and speak out loud like how michelle chin does. i feel so awkward and uneasy. i am not brave enough to be a leader and take up all the responsibility. i learn but i don't practice. i always tolerate even though they always take me for granted. i thank them deeply in my heart but i never showed them appreciation. i shared my idea, but i did not speak out loud. when conflicts take place, i just think of how to avoid it and have a break.




i know i am not going be succeed if i don't change.
when can i transform into a butterfly. can you do it venus lim? =/




# and i don't have faith in myself. yes i am that fuck-ed-up.